alright well i think i just got the second most worst news in my life! the class i had to do online kicked me out because i havent been on in forever..i needed that bitch to graduate!!!! :( fuck my motherfuckin life!

alright scratch that last one..im 18..and a super senior in highschool..sadly enough. and that means my father who hasnt really been there for me in my early years has to pay child support another year.. he pays $500 a month.. and i understand that child support is supposed to be to help your living situation and help pay for the things yu need..but ive never even seen a dime of that money. smh (shaking my head) my mother has brain washed me..she says the money goes to the car payment the rent etc. BUT heres the thingshe doesnt pay rent hardly and we have had our truck for like 6 years...it should be paid off by now.. and what also kills me is that she has a perfectly ine job of her own.. alright i understand yea im 1 i shoudl be buying things on my own now.....welllll i have been for the past 7 years. isnt that sad i mean ive got a jo so that isnt too hard its just the fact that she gets my child support, and the other 3 kids child support and she doesnt do anything for me..but she gets the kids prettymuch anything they want. like for the past 3 christmas' & birthdays i havent gotten a single git from her
sometimes i honestly believe she doesnt like me nearly as much as the other kids..if at all and thats very sad to think that your own mother doesnt care about you.

alright well this is my first post for my first blog ever..i just wanted a blog  so i could vent my feelings..lol i know its kind of cheesy but i ts the truth..ive ghot a hrad life but i dont like talking to people soooo here i am.. alright well my next post is goint to be sort of an "about me" soo stay tuned.. ;)