oh and i cant forget her little precious twins got into a private highschool..and she was crying when she got the letter.. that killed me only because i she never cared about my schooling never asked to help with homework never went to parent-teacher-confrences nothing her or my dad. i already know he doesnt care but to know neither of your parents give a shit about pretty much anything yu do..it really hurts i know i wasnt good in school but they could have at least cared a little but or even went to a confrence and asked how they can help me get better..but she did all of that for the other three kids. well at least im not living in a fantasy worl..i know where i stan in her life.. right next to the dirty clothes on her floor

so i just got into a big fight with my mom. its kindof pettty but oh well. here s the story..i found a yogurt container & a chip bag behind the couch..& with me just cleaning the house i thought it was rude as fuck..so i confronted everyone about it and seeing as i bought it that made me 3x more mad cuz they didnt even ask to fucking have one..just like someone ate all of my peaches. so i said i dont understand why they ate all my food and i paid for it and my mom said thats exactly how she feels so im thinking what the fuck is that supposed to mean..i figured she was calling me a fatass like she loves to say on the sly. so i said well my child support pays for it and she laughs..well this can go back to that other post where i said i dont see any of my child support...but anywho so i was letting the dogs out and i was pissed so i judo-kicked the fuck out of the garbage. so she starts calling me dirty and a slob. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!?!?! ill go take pictures of all the rooms in the fucking house and post them..my room is the only clean room.. & in fact the only room where yu can even see the floor! im the only one who helps..well i guess im the only one who does anything because all the kids do is make more of a mess then blame it on eachother and my "mother" does the dishes every three months. i can just never win. things would just be better without me here but i just dont understand how they can live in a dirty house like this & even more i dont understand how she can be so disrespectful to our grandmothers house like this..ill never understand her.